my love and also my best friend 11*22*07

My boyfriend Jarol is my lover and my best friend. The first time I met I him I never thought we would make it this far. I thought he was a regular guy in the street, but in the back of my head I was telling myself mmm he looks real good (♥ L:-DL ♥ ). The way I got to talk to him was by my best friend Cynthia.She knew who he was because he was in her sweet 16, so ended to talk to him for me after all the talking Cindy gave him my screen name and after that we started talking.I love this guy to death, even through the rough time but even thought that's a part of a relationship we go on roller coaster rides, yeah we do argue but that's normal.I never thought I would be with him this long but I guess he proved me wrong.Jarol is my best friend my lover my world my everything. We still going strong until this day.I love Jarol Mueses. That's enough of my love life (♥ L:-DL ♥ ).

girlz day out finally!!DENTISTRY

October 15 was an awesome day as everyone knows me and my best friend finally made up so we decided to have an all girls day just me cindy and dilena.(doesn't that sounds like fun ♥ L:-DL ♥ well it was).Today after school we was chilling the whole time since 12 -5:30. We spoke about crazy stuff that only us bffl'z would understand ♥ L:-DL ♥ ....Dilena you killed us today in the dentist office girl.Its takes Dilena an hour to speak to her dentist about a tooth jesus ♥ L:-DL ♥ just kidding.Dique I was talking to the plant yeah right cindy, you was caressing the plant. We had so much fun in the dentist office.I Love them to death !!Well girls day out was exciting hope and wish for many more to come.Love you girls I wish Estephanie couldn't came with us:'(*tear*

got my best friend back...I missed you :'(

October 14,2008 me and my best friend finally made up after a month or so.I missed her so much we knew each other for about 4years and never something like this would of happen.Its incredible how much I love this girl she's like my little sister I never had. The reason why we stopped speaking to each other was the simple fact was that she felt like my boyfriend of 1year was taking me away from her.She told me that I spent too much time with him and never spent any time with her since I've been with him.I love my boyfriend and my best friend with all my ♥ I couldn't let something so small damaged our friendship.I had to talk to her after a month.So October 14 I decided to talk things out with her so that's exactly what we did. In the program that we attend we decided to sit down and talk and work things out and that's exactly what we did.After speaking to each other we felt much better.I was so happy!! We gave each other a hug and told each other that we love each other!!That had made my day I went home with a smile.hehehe anyways people talk to you later..

Missing My Grandmother and Great grandma

<--yeya mama-->

Well as everyone know I'm Puerto Rican also I love my country Puerto Rico and also my grandparents are out there. I missed them so much I haven't seened them since the summer. I missed there laugh there cooking and there smell. My grandmother and great grandmother were the one that raised me since day one my grandma yeyaa is my world shes like my mommy.She's the one that could make me smile every time I'm down i actually need her right now at this moment. After school I'm going to call her i really do. YEYA !!I NEED YOU RIGHT NOW!!. I love my grandmother so much that I'm scared of her dieing. Every time i speak to her she tells me I better tell her I love her because she might be dieing soon. My grandmother was diagnose with emphysema which is a sickness towards the lungs from smoking. She has been smoking since she was 12years old. Shes only 57 years old and the doctors tells her she might be dieing soon if she keeps smoking. I miss my yeya and mama. I have to see them soon as possible. Yeya te amo con todo mi corazon!!!

Bad Day.....

Well as of October 10 around 1 or something like that im having a bad day. Well I have three best friends as everyone know but as of right now I only have 2. I dont know me and my other best friend are having alittle confrontation. I sort of miss her and I was trying to speak to her today but im guessing she doesnt care much. Everything came to this because of my boyfriend. Our friendship is sort of coming to an end and it looks like she doesnt really care. If she really did she would try to fix things. But im guessing i cant be stressing it much because she doesnt care. It hurts me knowing this but what can i do. I wish she would know how I feel about this situation. It bothers me alot :'(. Our friendship would never be the same again I guess. Just writing makes me lik sort of hurt and im holding tears back not to but its whatever. She doesnt care why should i care about the situation. I guess what they say its true your true friends will always be there and try to make the effort to fix the problem and the ones that dont care just walks away from the problem. She was like my sister, I treated her like my little sister and she was part of the family everyone loved her now shes just gone like out of the blue.Anyways talk to you next time~~

Fear

As a 17years old I'm so afraid of height and sharks I could never conquered my fear. Every time we go to Six Flags I could never go on Nitro . My fear is so scary.Sharks I'm so terrified that's the reason why I hate getting in the beach. Every time i go near the water I always look over to see anything is around me. I hate sharks!!!! Until this day I'm trying to over come my fear, but i just cant its just to hard to do and accomplish. I don't know why go even made sharks. They don't serve any purpose in this world.

Softball with the Bffl'z...

During my Junior year in the Williamsburg Charter was a great experience. I had so much fun with the best friends we spent more time with each other. It was pain and suffering through all the practice but we had a great time.We won all 4games!!!Getting hit but the ball wasn't such a great thing it was very painful. At the end of all the game I was extremely sore so was my friends we couldn't even walk but it was all worth. We was proud of each other of keeping the responsibility of attending softball.In the afternoon of every practice we would have a water fight.lol..splashing water on everyone. That day was extremely hot!!! We needed to cool down and that's how we cooled down. Attending the softball team we had an horrible name THE WOLVERINES, but it was ok though....Well that's about me and my softball team that's enough for today bye~~~ and dilena you know I love you!!

Program Day......FIRST DAY..

Today October 7,2008 was a great day for me and my friends we had an exciting time. We went to school from 8-3. After my classes my best friend Dilena came with me to the Guidance College Office to go over the colleges I want to apply for and get it over with. College is so stressing; but I will get through it hopefully.The college I want to apply for would be Farming Dale University in Long Island New York about and hour away from where I live at.

After going to the college office me and my best friends decided to go to a Program called Associones Dominicanos Inc. What the program is all about are adults trying to help us with our homework. While we doing our homework and getting from it Im also getting paid $40 every two weeks. Im getting paid $40 for just doing homework thats GREAT!! I advice students that cant get a job because of school work they could join the program. The reason why they could join the program would be for the simple fact that you could get paid and also be doing school work. Attending to the program you could have a great time. This program is very enjoyable.

When the program was over at 6 I came home on the m train to Metropolitan and just relaxed for alittle while. Now Im writing to you!! Well time for bed!!BYE~~

Boring Day..

Sunday October 5,2008...Im was so exahausted from shopping so much on Saturday but I had a great time though. Sunday was homework day and laundry day. I really didnt go out. I stood home all day that was not so exciting. I was on the phone most of the time speaking to my boyfriend isn't that great. Not much doing on Sunday.

My Awesome Saturday 10-3-08

On Saturday of October 3,2008 I had the greatest time in my life!!That Saturday my dad had taken me my brother and my boyfriend Jarol to Woodbury Common in upstate New York. I had a blast. Everything up in upstate where half price off everything was cheap. My father spoiled me so much I was loving it. My dad was buying me my brother and my boyfriend anything we wanted but the most accessories I loved was my coach purse. I LOVE IT!!! My dad bought me a $300 purse without asking questions why I want it such and expensive purse. We spent ours in the Coach store and i was loving the attention from my daddy. I'm daddy's little The weather was so beautiful it was not to hot nor to cold it was just right for a day to shop til you drop day. We was in the outlet since 12pm until 9pm.We left the house around 10am. It was a great experience!! After all the shopping and all the feet ache my dad treated us to eat Applebee's my favorite restaurant.YUMMY!!!I ate the sirloin permesian shrimp and chicken. It was delicious by the end of the day I was very much exhausted. We left Applebee's around 10pm and headed home. We arrived in queens about 11:40 or 12. We had so much fun that day I would not mind returning and shopping again!!

Things about me and my life.....

Hey,:-) there my name is Nicole Anjany Santiago. Im 17years old my birthday is July12th. Yup I'm a cancer (high five to the cancers). Im a student at the Williamsburg Charter High School. I'm a senior (high five) class of '09!!! While attending the Williamsburg Charter High School Ive met three great friends the truest friends a girl could ever have. My friends name are Dilena,Cynthia and Estephanie. Ive been through many friends but I acually found the truest friends. I also played softball with two of my besties Dilena and Cynthia.
My favorite character is TINKERBELL. Tinkerbell is all over my room; shes like my role model :) even though shes a character.I love the color green,yellow and purple. Even my sweet 16's theme was Tinkerbell. I have my friend fed up with Tinkerbell but every time they see Tinkerbell they think about me. I even get offended when my friends makes fun of her.
Besides my friends and my favorite character my hobbies and interested are spending time with my family especially my daddy. I love spending time with my dad and my step-mom on the weekends. They spoil me to death i get whatever I want from them. Every Saturday I'm always looking forward to see my daddy. I also love spending time wit my Besties. Even though lately we have been so buddy we barely hang out on weekends because we are busy with school work and stress out; but I still love them don't matter what. Hopefully soon we get to hang out like we used too..I'm logging out until next time ~wink~:-)