Bad Day.....

Well as of October 10 around 1 or something like that im having a bad day. Well I have three best friends as everyone know but as of right now I only have 2. I dont know me and my other best friend are having alittle confrontation. I sort of miss her and I was trying to speak to her today but im guessing she doesnt care much. Everything came to this because of my boyfriend. Our friendship is sort of coming to an end and it looks like she doesnt really care. If she really did she would try to fix things. But im guessing i cant be stressing it much because she doesnt care. It hurts me knowing this but what can i do. I wish she would know how I feel about this situation. It bothers me alot :'(. Our friendship would never be the same again I guess. Just writing makes me lik sort of hurt and im holding tears back not to but its whatever. She doesnt care why should i care about the situation. I guess what they say its true your true friends will always be there and try to make the effort to fix the problem and the ones that dont care just walks away from the problem. She was like my sister, I treated her like my little sister and she was part of the family everyone loved her now shes just gone like out of the blue.Anyways talk to you next time~~